finally i know how to express in words..
不是不喜欢就得走开，
不是留下就代表喜欢。

就算走得开，也不会解决任何事情。
就算留下来，也不见得有什么特别的好。

有时候，能够快乐，
安稳的继续过下去，
何尝不是一件好事。
让自己不去在乎，才能比较开心。

就算我说的很得过且过，很没有骨气，
我却觉得酱也许更好，不是吗？
以前在乎得太多，反而让身边的人一个接着一个难过。

对，我承认，义气很重要，所以我还是有的。
但是绝对不可以意气用事。
想想，若能有让自己开心一点的办法，值不值得一试呢？

过去的东西，一样的感觉是不可能在回来的。
不管谁错在先，似乎已经没有必要追究。

我们不是活在自己的世界，
不是一个人走开，或是一个人留下，就是快乐。

若本身尚有情义，
相信谁也割不断。

只要你是在乎的。 =D

BORING WEEKEND

ok la i understand why im bored during weekend.
i dun wan go back to bp.
i dun wan follow cousins to jb, either.
then what i shud do, thanks god, i deserved it.
haha..

haiz it's realy a big sigh for the 1st week in new started sem..
things going unexpected..maybe that's fate again..
Anyone can tell me how to solve the problem now?
or we destined to be like that?
i dun wanna be the person who care this situation the most,
coz i dun wanna my secret to be revealed..
but when things come worse to worse,
who's going to be the prolem solver?
i know she've been doing her best...
probably is because of me, that i said i was in pain,
making her guilty to drag both of us down..
but dun worry we r with u..for sure..
i like peace, it seems to be wrong that i have to stand aside..
but is truth that we r doomed this time..

not to care so much about these things..
but when we quit, can u stop too?
all ur guys' reaction are making me sad..
can both side walk 1 step backward?
maybe.. maybe,,
We could still be the same..

is not that i dun understand the situation,
is i refuse to know.

We could be better, I BELIEVE!

stupid

im so headache.
im so not wanna talk.

what if im really so stuupid?
Something that i truuly understand but just cannot get through.

ok, good..im so stupid..
im so crazy that i duno what im writing.

im just fucker idiot to care bout something which just stupid.

World just cant be peaceful

Sometimes things just happen unpredictably.
Yesterday we are just as close as sardin,but today..
I know there should be sometimes that i cannot be guilty, cannot blame whoever involved.
I used to stay in crowd. But when times arrived, i know who i will go to.
Obviously, i like peace. Im always hoping tht the happy moments can stay forever.
They said im too naive to believe in world peace.
Sometimes things just happen like that. And irrevocably.

Im trying my best to smile, from inner heart. =)