my 1st sem in singapore poly

it's been 7 weeks since i went to sp..life here was awesome..
at first i really think that i'l be very stress to be here..but now i realize it's not really like that..
the best thing happened there was that i was 1 of the 3 top scorers in 1 of the module, iochem..
and learning progress was fast..1 thing that i hate the most was doing reports.
i hate doing reports when they all were playing restaurant city,it sucks..
i cant get them concentrate most of the time..
so i really give them a vry not-gud-looking face when doin report cz thy were not focus at all to help finishing the reports..sienz...
besides that i was happy in sp..we played like siao za bo n siao dao..haha..everyday we can laugh like hell..
after holidays will be our mid semestral test..i wil try my best to achieve high scores so that i will not dissapoint my parents n myself..

im so happy to see him there..ive been regret for many many years..n so i have longed to c u here..
he took me here n there,like a tour guide,
we went to bugis,jurong point,buona vista(acc me take a new atm card).
memories vf him maybe was just this 7 weeks.
actually i really thought maybe..we can continue our fate..for the flower refuse to bloom last time..
i thought mayb when ur bday coming i can clb vf u,
maybe the bbq in east coast park next week may let us have a beautiful memory,
maybe we can go singapore flyer,e ferris wheel at marina bay,to view the seaview at the seaside..
i found that u stil have feelings towards me..i was vry shocked bout it..
i thought u gt gf ady..i thought u quite hate or dislike me..
i thought u wont fall for me again..for hurt again..
everytime u send me home,u buy me dinner,u call me,u accompany me in school till nite is really making me extremely happy..i bet u nvr noe it..
i nvr expect maybe u haven give up..so when flo asked u,im shocked..
but just a minute after that,ur fren asked me wanna go church vf ur guys dis sunday mar..i just realize that u have changed ur religion..
den i go n ask u..u say yes..
why??why god like that?y fate is arranged like dat?
by e time i really damn sad..i really dun expect dis matter will be the factor that separate us again..
n right after this, we never contact each other..sms,msn or even a call..
my fren tell u dat actually i care..n so..i think u really wake up this time..
i thougt maybe u stil think tha we can try..but..
after 5 days,u seriously tell my fren that u r goin to give up..okay..i admit,i broke down for this..
i cry for a guy the whole night..i thought maybe some tears..but when i read ur letters before seriously i cannot control myself..
and that's the end for us..i understand u wont want to try again..
actually we din even talk to each other about anything..
we just understand from each of our personal msg.just like replying each other thru personal msg..
when i saw u write "im freed","wateve past was gone....","a brand new of me"..i understand..
maybe u have chosen a way to protect urself from bein hurt by me again ..
so u nvr talk to me anything bout ur feelings so that i dun even have a chance to reject u n hurt u again..
okay..dis is really gud for both of us..since we both dun wana be e 1st person to say out e problem..
best wishes to him, e guy i fall for.
when ur gone..the pieces of my heart are missing too..so just let u disappear from my life ba..
we could be better without each other..we will both have our blessful future..so jiayou to u n jiayou to me okay!!

my best friend gt bf ady..a guy who ive been promote long long time before..im overjoyed to c her accept him finally..
now 5 of my frens gt bf ler...watching they guys so blessed,i gt abit sad..coz leave me alone now..
everyone keep say to me that will gt d la wil gt d la dun ganjiong..but i just cant get thru this..
so frus that i dun even have a closed guy frens now..maybe is all fated..
i will really try to love myself more..so that i wont keep think of those staffs again..
when will my fate come to me?...........

.............i'l be waiting,
and waiting.